saya sayang shawn

2008年4月24日木曜日

kisah klasik untuk masa depan di usj...

drama 'lakiku curang dgn lelaki lain'

sahnon nihongo versi kelantan

ini ader sedikit gambo curik masa konsert devils tour orange range kt zepp hari tuh.. thanx intan.. die laa yg tolong tangkap kan..(pakcik polis!! intan yg tangkap tok!! bukan saya!! tangkap intan!!)






nih lak gambo naoto masa malam after konsert tuh.. rugi seh.. x dapat sembang ngan die.. sbb ramai sgt fans yg tgu die.. tp ichiyou die nampak aku masa nak masuk dan die tunduk kt aku.. acknowledge aku la gak kirenye.. huhu..




alalala...cumeynyer!!! rindunyer!!!

antara nasi kandaq ngan sushi unagi...

rindu gilo kt budak2 nih..
mak aku pon nak try jd dj.. mcm menantu die laa...

naseb la mak aku sama passion ngan aku.. shoes!!




gambar2 ini tiada kaitan ngan post aku..



of cos laa nasi kandaq menang!!! huhuhuhu.. tepen ohh tepen.. ichiyou tepen best jer.. tp x lama lg aku kene pindah ke kilang perodua rawang tuh.. adoi laaa... tiap2 hari kene lecture ngan adek aku pasai dah lupa cara2 nak drive.. kate engineer.. hohoho..





hmmm... rindu giloz nihon.. rindu ngan org2 kt sana... rindu kt naoto,rkd.. rindu kt life yg breakfast ngan redbull, pastu teatime honjitsu no coffee tall size dalam mug kt setabaks.. life yg kene pump in caffeine tetiap hari kalu nak celik bijik mata.. kt tepen yg permai nih,breakfast mmg nasi lemak laa.. lunch nasi kandaq.. kang dinner nasi goreng daging merah lak.. (family aku mmg jenis mkn luar..alasan bapak aku adelaa bukannyer ade org kt umah pon kalu nak masak.. btw,kt umah aku skang ada 4/5 ahli keluarga..huhuhu).. tp korg jgn risau, berat badan aku maseh maintain.. sbnnya siap turun lg tuh.. (aku x tipu la pidot!!!) mebe sbb rindu korg kt nihon la kot.. hoho..
selain aktiviti mkn2, aktiviti len yg aku wat utk membakar kalori adelaa menonton astro... uh,channel hallmark feveret aku tuh.. berkoyan2 ayaq mata bercucuran sbb menatam hallmark tuh..
tp benda plg horror bila dah blk msia adelah, aku jd sedar yg aku nih dah tua sbnnya.. tgk jer akademi fantasia, bdk2 yg masuk thn nih cam riz, alif tuh, muka dah cam bapak org tp umur lg muda dr aku!! damn!! aku dah tua siot.. kalu aku msk akademi, jgn2 aku lak org panggey kakak son.. worse, mama son.. hoho.. xpo2.. sahnon lg tua.. masa kt nihon mmg x rasa tua, sbb byk aktiviti bebdk yg kiter leh wat.. ini kt msia nih, aku nak gi konsert peter pan pon segan.. teman sebaya sumer dah kene mintak2 kebenaran suami laa, keje laa... wth?!! naseb laa ader adek aku dan geng2nyer yg nak gi.. adek aku yg lahir thn '88.. dan gengnyer.. yg turut lahir pd tahun '88.. kalu dibundarkan dah jd 90 tau!! geng2 yg fanatik meet uncle hussein dan hujan.. dare?!!!! shighanwa!!!

bajet dah blk nih nak reboot.. new life.. lebih matang, lebih jimat, lebeh nilai.. segala yg lebih ada di tesco!! btw, tepen dah ader tesco.. tp rupenye, bknnye new start, tp sebaliknya mcm dah start over to square one plak.. yelah, bile nak amek mak aku kt telekom, lalu dpn mrsm, tringat zaman skolah.. pastu gi kl pon gi midvalley.. trinagt zaman dating2 marathon tgk wayang dulu.. pastu gi lepak penang ngan adek aku trinagt lak masa first time tecabut lutut.. pastu naik feri penang tuh, tringat lak zaman aku naik gak dulu.. ngan sapa ntah? hoho.. biasaklaa tuh.. kisah klasik untuk masa depan.. tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang, inikan pula tempat berdating.. hoho..
ye.. itu baju orange range..hehehe..

xpolaaa... tgk laa pasni camni.. mintak2 laa dpt ptd yg aku idam2kan tuh.. siap la en. redza nanti..
-missin u...

2008年4月3日木曜日

kyoto yg indah di musim bunga..

sakura sudah mulai berkembang.. hari hari di kyoto menjadi semakin indah disinari cahaya mentari yg semakin terasa kehangatannya..... bertambah berat rasanya hati ini tatkala mengenangkan hari keramat untukku meninggalkan bumi bertuah ini semakin hampir..

di bawah kusisipkan bukti keindahan kyoto..(ngehngehngeh...)




-kelab hetare dah dibubarkan... btw, kelab pencinta kanak2 yg lahir selepas tahun 1987 baru dilancarkan..keahlian dibuka skrang.. sile kontek aku, mel atau moon utk keterangan lanjut..
"grrrrr...come to mama!!"

2008年4月2日水曜日

naoto!!!!!!!! wohhhhhoooooooooo!!!

hapdet jua aku akhirnya... huhuhu.. melihat naoto beraksi setelah sekian lama, membuatkan aku kembali berasa "ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nande?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"... nape skang aku blk?tatkala naoto tgh giloz hensem dan die maseh kenal aku!!! tp sayangnya, haru tuh naoto sempat lambai aku jek.. aku x sempat gi sembang2 ngan die sbb ramai sgt org..


tp satu benda laa..aku tensen btol ngan minah sorg nih.. boipren die org kuat kt situ, pastu minah ni pon boleh la masuk2 booth dj tuh.. pastu dok mengover tepi naoto..siap paksa2 naoto minum champagne.. naoto x nak pon.. errghhhh!!! uwekk!!! geram nyer!!!! tensen aku!!!

x derla cun pon kan.. muka cam laki.. naoto lg jambu...

ageha nih diakui mmg sgt best laa tptnya.. sayang tuh my first and last time.. masa nak masuk siap ader body ches sumer.. aku ingat beriya nyer derg x nak bg bwk kamera, rupenye derg cek drugs.. sasuga tokyo laaa..huhuhuhu..
di waktu malam,yg gilang gemilang..
bila dah pagi, kt water bar, tpt naoto spin tuh, bleh nampak sunrise.. sgtlaa romantik..

tambah2 laa romantik bile sinaran matahari tuh dok melimpahi naoto.. ohhh.. pagi yg sungguh indah!!! x nak balik!!! huwaaa!!!!!





-kamera aku rosak sket tekena air kt disney sea.. so kualiti agak horror..sorry...

2008年3月4日火曜日

hapdet di umah pidot

kpd deja dan ee yg tgh menerrorize kt US, cepat balik!!!! aku umpama bidadari yg patah sayap tanpa kehadiran korg nih.. sian kt aku!! cepat balik tau!! aku dah x sabar menanti bag coach yg aku pesan tuh..

kpd korg yg wish aku bday hari tu, tenkyu ek..nanti bile komp aku yg tgh mogok tuh elok, aku hapdet psl seprais party plg kowaii pernah aku rasa.. huhuhu..tanpa sayap kiri kanan,aku terpaksa mengjoinkan diri dgn xtvt kelab gay kansai

-dah konpem satsugyo dah..

2008年2月21日木曜日

my last moment as an engineering student..

i reaaly do mean it..LAST!! there's no way i'm doing this again!!
huhuhuhu.. lega.. mari aku titipkan saat2 akhir menjelang ronbun happyou nih.. dimulakan dgn bismillah, diakhiri dgn alhamdullillah.. tp aku ngan dell jer laa.. yg lain memulakan dgn amok sakan..
stat dgn sempai hensem aku.. namanye H.. sape nak tau,kang tanya.. aku ckp punye.. x der pasal nak cover2.. tp x leh tuleh kt sini skang sbb takut die lalu blakang aku kang,kantoi aku dok ngutuk die lak.. dulu2, die sgt laa baik.. die semangat nak bg sumer jawapan kt aku.. x mcm senior aku yg sorg la, si A.. die tuh lak bdk pandai skema, so die mmg x suke bg jwp.. die nak soh aku wat sumer sendiri.. merepek btol!!

masa dah dkt2 nak hantar tuh, aku malas laa nak kaco senior2 aku sbb derg pon kene antar ronbun.. so after jer derg hanto,barulaa aku kaco derg.. akan ttp, niat suciku tuh disalahertikan.. x psl2 aku kene amok sbb lambat, x reti, blablabla... siot betol!!! aku gelak jer... dell kt meja sebelah dah nak nangis tgk aku kene seranah.. tp aku ttp maintain senyum sambil mulut terkumat kamit dgn ucapan 'babi ahh die ni'..

x lama kemudian, ade membe jepon lain lak buat hal.. bengang giler aku!!! rasa nak amok balik jer.. tp aku yg x reti marah nih, hanya tersenyum sambil mulut berkata 'isskkk,ade nak kene sepak ni...'

pastu sensei aku lak buat hal.. aku x leh kutuk die lebeh2, takut x berkat ilmu.. tp memandangkan die x ajar aku pon, biar aku go on.. horror giler die gertak nak failkan aku!! saje jer ngamok dpn org sbb pastu die ok lak dtg tanya2 psl visa.. aduss..sakitnye ati.. tp yg ni aku x lah kumat kamit,sbb iciyou sensei..

kesimpulannya, sumer org keliling aku dok bengang2 tp aku x leh join sbb org lain bengang dulu.. dan aku susah skit nak expresskan perasaan marah.. ini kerana, bile aku hepi,aku bising,sedih pon aku bising, frust pun bising,marah pon bising.. so, org x leh beza..

-dlm x marah aku, pernah gak terbang kopi starbucks kt shinsaibashi..

2008年2月20日水曜日

naoto ku yang demam..

naoto dear.. r u ok?? is it fever? flu? running nose? sifilis? gonorrhea??
wish i'm there to take care of u.. i'll cook u chicken soup, but i'm afraid that will only make you sicker.. huhuhuhu...
that's not a ninja.. nor hantu purdah..

hishh..yg ni ada gaya hantu biar pon x berpurdah...

see the resemblance between naoto and I? please ignore ee..
-ur 'fever' is contagious..

my final rkd's live


tetchi remixing ryukyu sound..

yosuke playing my fav chinese song






ryukyudisko in action

RKD @ onzieme,osaka..



the place was great!! probably the best i'd ever seen.. huhuhu..

rkd were great!!like usual... tetsushi with his rock kei, and calmer yosuke really is a great duo.. at this one point, i actually stopped dancing and just stare blankly at yosuke as i trip down memory lane where i first saw him.. it was 2 years ago,and naoto was there too.. but i found myself looking at yosuke more than naoto.. he was so full of aura..

2 years later, he's married and his brother got even hotter, but i'm still here, looking at him the same way i saw him two years ago.. full of aura!!! and suddenly it hit me.. this will probably be the last time i see him.. god, i'm so gonna miss that kind-hearted, funny, cute (married) yosuke..

during yosuke's dj, sumbody behind me puked and it nearly got to my new shoes!! so i ran to toilet to clean it up.. when i'm walking back to the dance floor, i saw tetsushi talking to another of my dear stalker friend, so i went over to say hi.. we talked for a while and i'm really flattered when he said he'll going to miss me when i go back home.. and that the party won't be the same without me.. and he'll come to malaysia to meet me one day.. blablabla.. god, not him too!! why are they being nice to me?? it's gonna make things harder for me!!

my new party trainers

after the party, my friends and i were invited to the after party.. and shinichi osawa was there too.. he's nice.. i've met him a few times but i'd never talked to him..

shinichi osawa aka mondo grosso

back to yosuke.. he was nice of course.. we talked a lot, and i gave him chocolate as it was the day after valentine's day.. as i was talking to yosuke i saw tetsushi walking in. and there's this one girl i've just met that wanted to take picure with him.. so i called up tetchi and took their picture.. as i continued chatting to yosuke, i heard tetsushi said 'shawn is my friend' to the girl.. i'm so touched!!

yosuke @ the after party

a few mins later, tetchi walked out, and that was the last of him. i'm so devastated cuz before that i'd promised to give him valentine's chocolate as well, and gave him my email add so we could still be in contact.. but that didn't happen!!

overall, the after party was fun.. gonna miss them like crazy!!!

-hmmmm....the end of my stalking career??

2008年2月18日月曜日

omg!! i should become a nominee for most popular stalker!!

well hello to all my quiet friends out there.. if sya didn't tell me, i coulnd't have guessed that my readers are more than 5 people!! so,maybe i should write in english the next time i post sumthing about naoto,OR and ryukyudisko..(that should be 90% of my blog..hihi..)

btw, if u have any questions bout my previous posts, please leave a message for me..
and about ur jpopmusic.com topic, page 154, about whether yousuke was at delo's party or not..
yosuke WAS there!! first session was tetsushi, followed by yosuke..
and about the pics from my blog.. the pictures of tetsushi and yosuke was taken at the same delo's release party.. and yes, they wore delofamilia's t shirt.. even naoto,yoh,sakurai san and the delo's guys wore the same shirt on stage.. but they change afterwards, that's why in eri's blog, u can see that tetsushi is not wearing delo's t shirt..

FYI, only naoto has done solo dj, without ryukyudisko.. but ryukyudisko is always tetsushi and yosuke.. and if the party is in kansai area, ryukyudisko equals tetsushi, yosuke...and me!!!
huhuhu..

-malay language is funnier..hihihi..

2008年2月12日火曜日

siol skolar nih


beberapa jam selepas post td.. maseh kt lab.. dr 5 program, 3 dah siap.. tinggal lg dua.. dah mule berangan2 lepas hantar besok nak wat ape.. gi shopping zara lg? gi lepak osaka kaco deja? oh, nak gi beli beg sisley kaler perak yg sgt cun.. mcm beg silver louis vuitton di atas.. camteks!!! suker!! oohhh, x sabar aku nak gi beli besok!!! seswai dgn baju kilat2 zara yg aku nak pakai gi live ryukyudisko jumaat nih.. uuuhhhh... excited!!!
tibe2 aku dikejutkan dari mimpi indah ini... shit... skolar x masuk lg!!! lambat 17 hari!!!! siol aaahhh...kalu skolar x masuk sbl konsert ryukyudisko nih, aku nak wat rusuhan kt dpn embassy!!
-aisehmen, x cukup duit nak gi tokyo..

研究!!もう~~ イや~~っ!!


gambar kankei nai ngan post

adoi!!!x laratnye lab aku nih.. result x kuar2 lg.. sempai plak kedekut ilmu.. x nak ajar stret. . tolong!! nak muntah!! dan yg lebeh horror besok nak hantar dah!! OMG!!! bole x hantar ketas kosong jer nih?? adoi!! pitam..
itu x cukup horror lg!! nak tambah kehorrorran kisah ini, 15hb nih ader presentation senior aku.. dan si kohai2 pun kene gi gak!!! dah ler stat kul 10am!!! giler!! mana ada org idop lg kul 10!! zara pun x bkk lg laa!! dan habes mlm, sbb sumer budak engine master ngan phd wat presentation.. bukannye sorg 5 minit, tp lebeh kurg setengah jam sorg!!! dan pd 15 hb tuh, aku pttnye gi jumpak abg ipar aku kt osaka!!!! tidak!!! ryukyudisko!!! nak gi!!! tiket pon dah beli.. baju dah siap gosok nih!! siol laaa.. ader gak aku ponteng kang..


dah,nak kene sambung keje lab nih.. uweeekkkkk..

sile tgk atas sebelum stat keje to find comfort...

-tgk atas sekali lg sbl stat wat program fortran bodoh tuh!!! ok, tarik napas, tgk atas lg sekali.. dan lg.. dan lg...

2008年2月7日木曜日

君station.. 感動するわ~~


omg!! naoto sgt cute!!alaa...sedeh aku tgk die dlm pv tuh.. sebak aku.. x psl2 aku dok menggila sorg2 kt dlm lab ni hah.. tp x dinafikan laa,hiroki lebeh cute.. part yg die lari dr anjing tuh.. oh, suke pv ini.. sedeh lak.. kt sini aku dah jumpe kawan2 yg hanya one call away cam dlm pv tuh, and bile aku blk msia, i'm leaving them behind!! sebak giler!!


僕が流した涙 地上へと零れ落ちた            
おそらくそれが 雨に変わるんだろう
変わるがわる景色さえも 
回るまわる時の中で  
全て受け止めていく 
一生懸命


Ah まだ終わりじゃない 
僕らは願う
明日を迎えに行く この両手で
喜び 悲しみ 希望も不安も 
全てを抱えながら 終わりなき旅僕たちは 

まだ迷いながら歩いてく 
生きる理由探してる 
見つけては見失って 
涙を浮かばして 
空見上げる 失くしたものは数え切れないね 
ボロボロ穴だらけのポケット
それでも未来だけは両手に離さないで 
何か描いてる砂時計をひっくり返して 
生まれてきたんだ この世界に
僕は今 君も今 何かを探す 一生懸命



Ah 今 汽笛が鳴り 
僕らは願う 明日へと続く線路の上で 
変わりゆく景色に 吐息を吹きかけて 
指先で書いたのは
「希望」の二文字


La La La...
一生懸命


Ah まだ終わりじゃない 
僕らは願う
明日を迎えに行く この両手で
喜び 悲しみ 希望も不安も 
全てを抱えながら
終わりなき旅


mari kite tgk naoto lak..


my precious..

-btw, henpon naoto seems familiar?? huhuhu..